My son Shirou

Hello!

How are you? Did you have a nice Christmas? I hope so!

My Christmas was good, but I missed my family. At least my brother was with us, it was a fun week, although I had to work a lot... and tomorrow, too D:

I was finally able to get one of my beloved dolls back, and it came on Christmas Eve. I was so happy, and I'm still happy now. Haven't seen him in ages, because I had to sell him when I went to Japan ;O; Being able to buy him back made me so happy! I just love him and his beautiful face.

Here he is, his name is Shirou.

I want to sew clothes for him and take lots of photos soon!
I own two more dolls, and will get back another one soon, I hope. Then my doll family, consisting of 4 members will be complete again <33 (I actually used to have one more doll, but I won't get it back and well, I don't want it back because it fits it's new owner so much better)

If you look dolls, I could post some more photos some time.

Anyway, take care and have a nice party tomorrow :D

Happy Birthday my Baba-Baby-Muffin~ ♫ and Ren-san

I want to blog about so many things, but somehow I never do it... >O<

But today it's my Muffin's birthday which I have to celebrate with an entry at least! It's almost over though, and in Japan, it already is (-_☆)

Anyway, Happy Birthday Baba Ryouma-sama ♥ !!!

What would Tenimyu be without him as Tezuka?! What would Go Busters be without him, Takumi-kun, Tokyo Ghost Trip, Miss Boys, and many more?

Happy Birthday to such a great great great actor ♥













And yeah, I'm one day late, his birthday was yesterday, but...

Happy belated Birthday Yagami Ren-saaaaan~!!
 

 For him goes the same... he's a wonderful actor and he's really really really the hottest character in Ghost Trip!
I recommend it to all of you - watch it and you'll fall for him, haha! ♥















Ok, and now the best news (no news to me anymore but...) they'll be in a drama together next year, together with more awesome actors... it's about the Shinsengumi!! Perfect much!

Please, come out soon, I'm dieing already.
Thank you.

I'm rich.

... or at least I feel like I am!
I finally received bafoeg and oh yes, I received a lot. And I will receive it every month.

I'm so happy!!!
I can't describe how happy I am.

I never had any money in my whole life really (Okay, my first year in Japan I kind of had, but that's too long ago.)
I always had to work so much and try so hard... blablabla... *pities herself*

This week I finally orderd a few things and I'm even more happy about that.

I bought the two recent music dvd's of JUMP (I wanted the Summary 2011 since it came out in... was it March!? But I never had money left to actually buy it T_T) and Yuma's solo debut single and I bought of course all 3 versions of my husband's solo debut single (why is everyone solo debuting?) <33333

I also bought the latest Myojo magazine yesterday! And I f*cking regret to have missed buying the September edition because it includes a Sexy Zone pen case! (may buy it online now)

I SHOULD BETTER BUY SOME FURNITURE AND A WASHING MACHINE for our apartment. But. No. I'm helpless you know.

Oh! Before I finish another senseless entry I want to mention that I want to watch Yamatan's Kindaichi Shounen Special soon~~
The funny thing is that my boyfriend's favorite singer/ actress/ whatever (not interested) is going to be in it!
We can watch it together LOL.

I love Aki, but I don't love university

O-kay-kay-kay.

I should be reading about Korean history right now, but I'm tired of studying! Instead, I'm doing nothing now and will sleep soon <3

Not so much has changed since my last post, which was full of complaints, haha. I still think University is difficult and boring... but it's getting better at least a little. The teachers are being really nice (oh I know, they're not called teachers) and I try hard to understand what they want to tell me. Some texts we had to read were interesting, and it's kind of weird for me to begin to prefer polictial texts. Really weird.

Oh, one of my big problems is that my english skills are so low!! I have to look up every second word in an online dictonary and even when I do so I don't get the context sometimes LOL. Loser.

On Monday I had 2-years-anniversary with my boyfriend! We went to a japanese restaurant and liked it! And after that we went shopping, but only he bought clothes. I will get my first bafög next week and I HOPE that it will be a lot of money. I would really like to buy a few clothes from Japan, not to mention fan goods, haha!!

Ah... I really don't have time to do otaku-things at the moment. So sad... I need to write some fanfiction or else I will die. I also need someone to watch tenipuri/ tenimyu with me... ;_;

Ok, I hope you're all well? It's getting really cold so please take care not to catch a cold.
(I drink up to 10 cups of tea each day lol)



Good night!

Shiro be my prince

I know I must and want to write a proper entry about recent life, but for now I just want to say that I'm damn happy to be proud owner of all 5 Adekan-Manga now (o^^o)♪

Happy Halloween - I'm tired.

It has been a while!

Oh yeah, my life has changed. University started and oh yeah, I was able to get into Japanese Studies at the Free University 3nd semester. I regret it already!
I was looking forward to go to University so much and to be honest, I'm disappointed. University seems to be very difficult and we have to read a lot already (my former flat-mate started studying practically the same thing and she has no homework at all yet and prefossor's are talking all the time while at my University we've got tons of homework and are supposed to talk so much ;O;)
I also don't like most of the people there. Why are they talking like professors already? There life must be so boring - oh yeah, actually what we do in class is really boring too and I can't stop thinking about tenipuri and stuff haha.

Today is Halloween, and I'm not going anywhere. I kind of regret that! I would love to dress up as a witch or something and enjoy! One time I went to a club on Halloween in Japan and it was fun! The year after that I spent it with a good friend at her apartment because we were afraid of a coming Typhoon XD (Katha, if you ever read this, do you remember
Katha erzaehlt, dass sie im Spiegel gelesen hat, dass die assi-slang-Jugendsprache fuer manche als Weiterentwicklung der deutschen Sprache angesehn wird.
Vivi/ Bibi: *total geschockt, weil ueberhaupt nicht der Meinung*
Weiterentwicklung?!Aldah...!)
But this is not Japan, but Germany... I seriously start missing Japan these days, I want to go otaku-shopping and eat real sushi...

Oh, I forgot, I had birthday two weeks ago (my first day at University...)! It was not special at all and it felt like every day, but I got to meet my best friend in the afternoon and the three of us (including my boyfriend) went to McDonalds LOL.
I received a Nintendo DSi and today we bought Pokemon Black 2 btw *____*;
Last years birthday was the best day of my life. I wonder what next year's will be like?

Ok... too much babbling and it's not even otaku-babbling this time, how boring!!!
Will go to sleep now, tomorrow's gonna be a long day too.

Take care and enjoy Halloween :)

New boyfriend

Well, a virtual boyfriend, ok? /D

I knew it!!
I remember myself writing about Ibu-kun being my virtual boyfriend a few months ago, and now it came true!
I finished the Dating Game sucessfully! At first it was kind of difficult to get close to Ibu-kun but I really tried hard and he got to like me a bit. I almost ignored the other characters and just focused on him and he asked for my phone number soon  ♥

Besides doing the preperations of the school festival (which is the main story of the game) he asked me two times to go on a date with him!
First time we went to a funfair and took the ghost train:

 I was really scared and so he took my hand.

For the second date we went to a cinema and an aquarium.
He also asked me to call him Shinji, and he started calling me Su (that's my real name, well a part of it). That's the best part of the game! The characters are really talking with their ORIGINAL Anime voices!! It's just awwwwww! I love many of the Tenipuri Seiyuus!!

There was a swim contest before the festival and Ibu-kun... no, Shinji-kun ♥ won it! (very nice screenshots of many characters, I tell you...)

 In the end my school, Fudomine, won both categories of the festival's contests which means tickets to Wimbledon, yay!
In one of the categories we had built a ghost house, for the other one formed a rock band. (I was able to choose the singer and I chose Shinji of course!)

When the festival came to an end as well, Shinji asked me to go somewhere with him. There he finally asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes! He also said "Suki desu" ♥

After that the credits came and after the credits half a year had passed and Shinji had become the Captian of the Fudomine team!!
What a perfect ending! I really did my best to get to a successful ending!

There are lots of characters and their pathes I can play. I saw many screenshots of other character's stories and endings and some are much more touchy than Shinji is (of course lol). I wanna play many more pathes, for example Sengoku's and Kaidoh's path.... BUT I allmost feel like I'm cheating on Shinji then T^T

Well well, a game is just a game, haha! But Shinji is my virtual boyfriend anyway T^T  ♥

Dating Game

I started to play a Prince of Tennis dating game LOL. It's so much fun!!
You're able to choose your favorite school in order to become a member of it! Then you have the chance to talk to the team members and get closer to them!

My favorite school is Yamabuki, but I chose Fudomine because I want Ibu-kun to be my boyfriend ♥
As I wrote here before, he's one of my favorite characters and he's just so funny (he's not funny at all and that's what makes him so funny, he's such a dark and pessimistic person and I love his evenly voice especially when he's talking to himself) 

It's quite difficult though! (I noticed that it would be much easier to become Kamio's girlfriend but...)

My boyfriend's helping me, haha. He complained because he feels like dating Ibu-kun though :D!

Ok good night for today haha!

A seductive man

I have been busy with both nice and tireing things these days. I don't have to work often and spent most of my time with my boy,but I also had to go to doctors, universities, offices.

I've got a smartphone now,the Samsung Galaxy Note, it's so cool and huge! I started using Manga Reader and so I'm finally able to read a Manga I thought looks interesting a while ago.

And it's just wow! The drawings look so perfect to me and the story is just how I love stories! I feel like it's going to be a really weird and kind of scary and very sexy story. Oh,and it's no BL btw,but the characters act like they're gay anyway lol.

This is how it looks like!

new coat yo

I bought a cheap coat at Primark today! I really like Primark but it's always full...

look what a fashionable combination of homewear and coat I'm wearing! lololol~

Wonderful.

And Aki is taking weird photos of my face right now.

He's coming

In about two hours I'm going to pick him up at the station.

I can't believe it!

6 Month and 4 days have passed since we had to seperate. It feels long and short and I don't know.

He's coming here to live with me.

Tonight we're going to be the happiest persons alive.

And tomorrow.

And forever.

it's getting cold...

Autumn came so suddenly! Feels like winter!
I think I have to use heating in my apartment sooner than expected because it's really cold in here.

I'm happy that it's autumn anyway! I've never been waiting for autumn as much as this year. So so much! (and I already bought lots of Christmas sweets - what the hell is Lebkuchen in English? I love it and I can't stop eating it, even if my skin gets worse and worse)

My boyfriend will be here with me in exactly 4 days, I can't believe it! Sorry for babbling about it that much, haha!

And tomorrow one of the hardest weeks at work starts. I don't care, I'll be in a good mood!

Sexy Rose

I'm kind of into Sexy Zone at the moment.

I found their first DVD online and I want to watch it so badly!! (just saw the first few minutes and it makes me want to see more!!)
There won't be much time to watch it though... I would watch it on the weekend but I'll date my darling Änsch and she is not interested in Johnnys ;_;

Anyway, Fuuma-kun is so hot! And Marius is so cute and Shouri-kun is just handsome! (to quote my Mum: 'His nose is sooo beautiful!' lol)
And I think Sou-kun will become their best dancer because he seems to be in love with dancing and has more power then the others!
Oh, and Kento-kun... I know him for so many years now and I like him but... well, I'm Fuuma-ha, you could say.

Cheers.

bye-bye Ame Atobe

Since today I don't have a flatmate anymore!
My dear flatmate and Otaku-sister Ame went back to Cologne in order to enter University! 
Congrats! I'll miss otakuing with you! Watching tenipuri almost every evening after my work was so much fun ;_;

I'm gonna be alone for 9 days until my boyfriend comes. (But I have to work so much next week time is gonna pass fast for sure).

Oh and starting next month I'll only work 15 hours a week because of University (which starts on October 15th). It's almost like having holiday in the first week of October, I only have to work two times, yay! Good times ahead!

Boys Love 100%

I guess you all know this song and video? It's so cute... Pico and Sekihan would be a perfect couple! I don't like Vocaloid that much but this song is beautiful, and watching them sing it is just... moe!!

randomsugiru

Drinking hot chai tea latte while watching tenipuri after a looooong day of work feels good.

And tomorrow is my day off!

Oh and should I go jogging tomorrow? My legs got so hard already I feel like a man.

Serious decision problems - need help!

Hello!
I'm back from my holidays at my family's house! It was really nice to be with them and meet my friends again and now I feel lonely and want to go back and don't want to work.
BUT... my boyfriend will come here in 15 days. 15 days only!!! I can't believe it. When I think about it I feel like vomitting because of excitement lol.

Awwwww I saw so many nice photos of this year's Connichi! I wanted to go there too!!! Why do I never have any money?! T_T
I wanna do Cosplay so much! But even if I would have the money, I don't know whom I should cosplay D:

Yukimura(left) or Ibu - Yukimura is such a nice character. Ibu really looks like me lol.

  
  
Or maybe Kaidoh (left) or Dan? Kaidoh is my favorite character of the main team. Dan doesn't look like me at all but he's my favorite character of the series!

Or what about Fuji (right)? I like him a lot and I could force my boyfriend to cosplay Tezuka and we could take lots of boys love photos, harrharr~~

Please tell me your opinion :P

Oh. And I decorated my apartment today. Uh-oh. Way too many JUMP posters and Uchiwa. My boyfriend is going to kill me, seriously! 

I should better allow him to place his super-ugly figures of 'Jojo's bizarre adventure' absolutely everyhwere.

Well, have a nice day!

会いたいから

いつか二人で行きたいね
雪が積もるころに
生まれた街のあの白さを
あなたにも見せたい・・・

会いたいから。

Memorial Road

This brings memories back!!
The PV to the stage play 'Fushigi na machi no oujisama'! It's so sweet! It has
the real hosts in it, and also the main cast who plays them in the stage play!

Perfect much?

It's so sweet.

I love Ikemen

Oh my god god god I'm in love since today!
Since my flatmate and me found a video of A.G.E. (a stupid group of singing hosts lol). I noticed that they're the same hosts we saw a stage play about!! The characters of 'Fushigi na machi no oujisama' which we saw in february, they were played by Watanabe Daisuke etc.!
Well anyway, they are just lovely and one of them is so so soooooooooooo handsome I can't believe it and now I'm in love with him and my flatmate is too.

Yumesaki Amu:

Isn't he perfect!?

Oh, and talking about my favorite topic Ikemen, there's another guy I think is absolutely perfect.

Kubota Yuki:

So hot!!! I love him and my flatmate loves him too.

BUT although those guys are perfect and I want to marry them, there's one guy being my number one since years! He isn't perfect but he's my type so much!

Arimura Ryutaro:

He's weird and old but I love him more than all of them. He is so cute and I met him in person and he was being so nice and I even touched his arm and his face was so close and his face is like whipped cream!

And now I stop cheating on my beloved husband Yamada-kun.
Good night!

frustrating

There's one thing I wanna do so much but can"t because I have no money.

It's something besides wanting a MCM bag, my doll back, the latest JUMP DVD, clothes and shoes and make-up and fandom goods and cosplay costumes.

Something that"s so important to me, but no matter what, I can"t afford it and I don"t know how long I have to wait until I can.

So sad!

Getting sick

... or not? I don't know, but I feel tired, so tired and weak T.T

BUT I'm a university student now! Yes, I finally decided where to study - I chose the Technical University! (I still think I'll change it if I get into Japanese studies though lol)

Tomorrow I have to work 10 hours and then I have my one-day-weekend. Going to chill with my flatmate and my darling Änsch - congrats on getting into fashion design studies my love!

Good night.

Student at the Technical University sounds cool but I'm a loser.

Hey!
Got two letters of acceptance from Technical University and Humboldt University today! I wanna go to Free Univserity though, hahaha~ (the bad thing is, I applied for the 3. semester and that's why I have to wait until middle of September for the results - and the enrollment deadlines for the other two universities are in two weeks. Hell why.)

I'm also going to visit my hometown for one week in September. I'm really looking forward to it! I miss my family and friends so much!

Ok. Off for writing some fiction about a pairing I have no idea about because it's my friends birthday present.
Uh-oh.

It's been a while!

Hello~
It's been a while since my last post. First we had no internet in our flat and then I had to work A LOT LOT LOT for three weeks. I'm still alive though, and I've got to work less now.

And best of all - my favorite human is coming to Germany at the end of September - in order to live with me *-*;

I hope you're all well and enjoying :D

People here love loud music

I've been busy with work, applying for universities and managing to get furniture and stuff for my apartment recently.
And I will become busier with work soon T_T
But well, when I'm busy time passes fast and it will be September soon! I can't wait for September! In September my favorite human will be with me again!!

I uploaded my first German Akudan fanfic btw! Come on, read it! (you so won't)

Wenn ich dich sehe krieg' ich Magenschmerzen

The title is so lame, I know!

I'm from Hyoutei Gakuen

Last night I had a weird dream.

I dreamed, that I was Shishido Ryou from Hyoutei from Tenipuri. And I was going to live together in an apartment with Ohtori Choutaro.

I mean I love Shishido x Ohtori  lots, but why am I dreaming that I am Shishido?
(I think my character is more similar to Ohtori btw lol)

So cute!





















Anyway, I'm really going to move into an apartment, and it's the same as the one in the dream. I fell in love with it and I got it and signed the contract for it yesterday!
I'm really happy!

+plus!

I'm really addicted to +plus at the moment!
Have you ever heard of them?
They are a very cool band with japanese (boys love) actors in it :'D

One of their many wonderful songs!

Go Busters Boys Love

I think that Jin Masato and the commander Kuroki in Go Busters are a couple.
Like how Jin calls the commander Kurorin and how they look at each other and how the commander is being nice to him although he's a strict person and although Jin doesn't behave very well...

It's kind of dramatic because Jin is supposed to be 40, but is walking around in his 27-years-old body because his real self is stuck in hyperspace.

But I believe in their happy ending.

Thehe.

stupid

Am I stupid for crying while because a song that isn't sad?

I am.

JUMP WORLD recording & jacket shooting

Finally took the time to watch it - and omg it is so long, and omg it's so so so awesome!!!

I'm gonna rant about it now so just ignore me if you're either not interested or don't wanne be spoiled :3

First is the jacket shooting.
It was different from their usual making videos and stuff I think! I mean... JUMP themselves were different somehow.
In my opinion, they were so very natural in this shooting! JUMP can be super hyper and they know how to get their fans attention with their looks, grins, movements. I think that most of the time Takaki is the one in the group being himself the most. I don't know why, it's just my opinion.
But this time everbody was acting so naturally it surprised me! And even if it wasn't as funny as expected and there wasn't that much interaction between the members and they seemed to be tired, I'm very happy to be able to see their natural personalities - and btw - all of them are so handsome, aren't they? > 3<

Then the recording.
I enjoyed watching it very very much! Almost everyone sang some acapella parts - so nice! Their voices are just wonderful. And I enjoyed listening to them talking about particular songs - everyone seems to love "tsunagu te to te" and everyone seems to like Hero (Inoo's pronounciation of the song was so funny!) on the one side, but hates Keito for writing an half-english song on the other side, hahaha!
It was very funny when Keito and Yuto were recording "uta utau" and the camera man had to laugh so hard ,LOL. Nice camera man.

As for the members, I just can say that I truly LOVE all of them so much.
Takaki just being stupid and natural... I could even see a beard in his face at the recording, shock! And when he was like 'Please support Takaki' or something, so typical... xD I also think his funny faces (in one part of the shooting, they had to do funny faces) were the best!
Yabu was very cute and kind of talkative! I love his ring! And oh yeah, Yabu's definitely one of my fav memebers, did you know that? Haha...
Inoo was just as princess-like as always. He was so cute in the shooting (glasses suit him so well. And his fingers... omg he must be gay! I was just wishing for more InooBu love to be honest, haha. I can't say much about Hikaru, but I liked his explanation of how the fans should react to the new songs on stage.
And Daiki... I think Daiki is really really cute. He has such a nice and natural personality! As he talked to Yuto while being filmed I felt like I wanna be his friend, haha.

Then about Hey! Say! 7...
I don't know why, but I had two very weird dreams about Yuto recently (gonna post about that sometime). All I could see is a very handsome and tall guy being able to make me blush with his poses in the shooting, and with his voice in the recording. *coughs*
Keito and Yuto are such good friends, seeing them recording "uta utau" was the funniest part of the recording I guess. And I really respect Keito for writing "Hero" and man, this guy has potential which is - in my opinion - not completely awake yet.
I liked Chinen's funny faces a lot as well. And it was very cute when he shared his umbrella with Yamada...
And Yamada... of course he's handsome and wonderful and everything, but he can be stiff sometimes, and he's always so 'majime', correct and serious... it makes me wanna tease him!
And what about that funny faces? They sucked! (and so did Inoo's btw lol)
BUT. His acapella singing was awesome. And his talking was too! That's the boy I love!

All in all - so worth buying! I'm gonna watch it over and over and over again.

*stops babbling to herself for now*
Awww, I feel like something heavy fell off of me <3

Akudan

There are many pairings in tenipuri that I LOVE. 
Sometimes I love them more or less or I begin to like other pairings and that.

Currentyl I'm especially obsessed with Momoshiro x Kaidoh (of course!) and with Shishido x Ohtori and I kind of started to like Sanada x Atobe (need more fanfictions about them!)

But my OTP is Akutsu x Dan. Akutsu x Dan is SUPER LOVE.

And I just finished my second story about them, and it consist of 2 parts.

Now have a good night!

like Christmas

Today is like Christmas!

I received the 2 CDs I ordered a while ago - I had to get them from the customhouse (my friend and me had to wait for more than 2 hours).
It's the limited edition of JUMP's new album and the limited edition with videoclip and making of NYC's new single *__________*~

Yes, I said I won't order it because I can't.
But... I did it... and kept it as a secret because I suck and I'm stupid because I have no money at all right now >O<
Now I'm really really happy though. The cover of the album is just sooo cool, can I marry it? :'D

I also received a Manga I ordered (>O<... it was cheap, ok?). I have seen this Manga before in Japan, but missed the chance to buy it before I left. I never thought we'd have it in Germany already!! When I saw it in the bookstore last week I was like OMG!! I was telling my friend about it, and how I regret not having bought it - and a few minutes later I puledl it out of the shelf by accident!!
So funny.
It's German title sucks,and it's Japanese one is 'Me de shireru yoru no junjou'.

So now I can die happily.

But I don't want to, I just want it to be weekend right now because I have so many things do listen to, watch and read! <3

fictioning

While it felt like the reason for me being alive was boys love last week, I feel like it is fanfiction this week (which includes boys love though).

I've read so many wonderful tenipuri fanfics recently! I'm in love with all their writers so much, I'm a creep 8D

I got so much insipration and I feel so encouraged to write my own stories, and that's what I'm doing again! This time in German though, my English sucks, yes it does.

Writing fanfiction is so much fun!!
I'd wish there were a German tenipuri community or something, where to share fanfic and stuff. If someone heard about one, please tell me!

And now it's sleeping time for me. Good night!

My boyfriend is a milk tea man

When I listen to JUMP's new song "Tsunagu te to te" I kind of feel like it's written about our relationship. A bit. Maybe. LOL.

Oh my, he's so gonna kill me if he ever finds his photo on this blog.

otakuing

Today was a perfect day.

Full of Go Busters and Miss Boys and fanfictions and Baba Ryouma and Gokusen and Yagami Ren and Kawakubo Yuki and Takaki and Momokai and boys love in general.

Oh, and not to forget mentioning chocolate and vanilla muffins and thanks to soccer an empty house.

Nicest.

Baba Ryouma is a chocolate muffin

YO!

Baba in Go Busters killed me today - he's so much my type and the waiter dress suits him so well! If only his character would be... different LOL.

Only found those weird gifs though... XD; (If my pc wouldn't suck, I'd download the episode to make my own gifs!)

 

And more good news for me!

I found a place to watch the first "Miss Boys" movie!!! I'm so happy about that and I want to watch it right away, but maybe I won't >O< (Oh and yesterday I watched Takumi-kun 4 Pure  again together with my friend, but she said it's boring ;_;)

Oh and... I managed it to get a job one week after I moved to Berlin.
I'm cool.

sad

Missing a person can be so hard (ﾉω･､)

Life can be hard.

When you want to buy something and you absolutely can't!
And that's why I downloaded the new JUMP album... T_T
And once I can buy it I will, and there'll only be the regular edition left I guess (maybe already sold out? I don't want to look).

Another thing that makes me mad is the non-japanese asian JUMP fans who post about going to the Asia Tour lives all day long. Every community is full of their reports! Yeah ok, there might be people interested in it.
I'm not.
It just makes me jelaous and breaks my heart.
I so want to go to their concerts again.

I should just shut up because I had the chance to see them live already three times this year though. *coughs*

Bye-bye Pfalz!

... and hello Berlin!

I'm here since Friday and I spend all the time together with my lovely Änsch!
Today is the first day I won't spend at her house, but mine.
I'm still very confused about the train system and everything to be honest, I'm a loser XD!
But I like it here and I'm sure I can manage everything somehow.

addiction

I just realized that I should pre-order JUMP's new album asap. Damn, I want the limited edition, but it's so expensive >_<
Plus, I still need to buy their newest dvd as well as just too many other japanese stuff... what should I do, what should I do? I just can't afford it.

Oh, NYC's new single is out, too... it's so-so- I don't know, I'm not too fond of the newer NYC singles. They're just so... fluffy!? But the video is cute and Yamada's hair has grown and Yuma's hair is getting longer, too - thanks god.

I really miss hanging out in fanarticle shops all day long T_T; I want to buy their newest shop photos... </3
However, I can't.

Thehe. I'm looking forward to JUMP's new album so so so much.

Side Yamabuki

I spent this morning watching Side Yamabuki (an old tenimyu with the 2nd cast - too many weirdos lol).
I really like Yamabuki a lot. I used to dislike them but... I guess it's all because their manager is just soooo cute. And I like Sengoku, the lucky player, and I like Akutsu, whom I used to hate /D
Me is fail D:

Whatever, I love love love their manager so much ;///;
And Kawakubo Yuki, playing him in tenimyu is awesome! I thought he was cute in Boy's Love 2 the movie already, but since I got to know that he's playing Dan-kun in tenimyu I fell for him xD
I like Juri playing Akutsu, too because he just fits the role, he's so incredibly tall! And although I think the guy playing Sengoku doesn't really look as good as his anime-version, I still think that he's acting him so well! had to laugh about him talking... so Sengoku-like.

 Yamabuki anime-version without Akutsu

Tenimyu 2nd Cast version
















Isn't Dan-kun the cutest thing in both versions? *dies* <3

kis-my-hair

I want to show you how my hair looked before and after I went to the hair dresser.
The first photos of myself in this blog, hohoho... embarrassing!
(and yes, I don't know how to edit photos, so I don't do it. Sry for ugliness and huge forehead XD)

Before:

The coolest TShirt EVER. It's like a kis-my-ft.2 good, isn't it!? LOL

















After:
                                                                  
Da da da Dan~ lol

sick

I got diagnosted with Pfeiffer's disease (or how it is called) today! Can't believe it... I'm not sick at all. It's just that my lymphs are swollen, I feel well.
It can get worse, and that's why I'm allowed to do nothing for a week or more - no work, no sport, no nothing and much sleep.
It sucks! (but I'll watch Anime until I die. And JUMP DVDs. And read fanfics. And write fanfics.)
The disease is called 'kissing disease' as well, which reminds me of one of my favorite Momokai fanfics in which Momo thinks that he has the kissing disease because he can't stop kissing Kaidoh > 3<

Also, my metal allergy got worse again. I guess it's because it's getting hotter... three of my fingers are covered with pustules already because I dared wearing rings.
It's itching like hell!
So annoying, I didn't have allergy for almost half a year...

missing

Today I got my packages from Japan - finally, after 2 month.
I'm happy to have all my things with me again, I feel kind of relieved.

But looking at my things (especially at my school books) I get a weird feeling...
I have to admit that I miss my life in Japan... and I even miss school (I DON'T miss work though, haha)!
I miss the people I spent my time with so much I could cry.
I've got to get over this though >O<

I'm looking forward to my life in Berlin and once I've found a job I will be happy, I'm sure. I've got new dreams and goals now (because I was able to fulfill my dreams/ goals I had before I guess).

さあ、頑張るしかないっしょ! :D

Adventure rider, yes, it's the future! ;)

Short

Feels like they cut 5 years off me - at least it was 20 cm and my hair is short, almost short and I love it.

It feels like myself so much more!

Otsukaresan

Finally finished writing my story!

It's so weird and so long and so OOC somehow lol.

I'm in need of a good and patient beta-reader, oh yes, I am.

tired

I feel like I've been dreaming about Ibu Shinji from tenipuri all night long...
He's being my virtual boyfriend because I'm lonely.

I also dreamt of Tezuka though... so many tenipuri dreams recently >.<

I'm so tired now.
I don't wanna go to work, I wanna continue to sleep.

And isn't it kind of hot today?

fanfic

I finally started writing a fanfiction and it's fun!
Now that I'm writing again, I realize that I missed it xD; When I was younger I wrote many fanfictions and my English was much better than it is now.

To be honest, it's really hard for me to write in English, and I have to look up words like every sentence... and I feel sorry for my beta-reader already.

But... I'm doing my best :)

moving

I've finally decided to move to Berlin.
And I'm looking forward to enjoying my life over there!
Plus, I need to work. And I want to work.

I will move next month already and I may be able to go to the "Japan Day" in Duesseldorf before that. Or not.

There's also a new Go Busters episode today!
So I'm going to watch Go Busters, tenipuri, eat and drink a lot and chill in front of my computer. That's how life should be everyday! XD

One of my favorite scenes in Go Busters (episode 6 or something?). Ryuji is about to kill Yoko, but it looks like he's going to kiss her hard. Thehe.

pointless tenipuri babbling

I know I'm babbling about Momokai to an annoying level.
But I'm sooo in love with them, and I already told you to make this blog a senseless and stupid one.
Momokai are the perfect couple for me! And thanks to that awesome fanfic writer and everything, I notice so much Momokai love in the tenipuri anime! They are in love with each other so obviously!! (I even get angry at other characters to approach the couple)

There are more pairings in tenipuri I like though, like the Golden Pair and the weird Yamabuki pair (I SO want to write a fanfic about them. Mind me to create a completely brainfucked story? 8D).

It's getting a bit of a tenipuri blog, haha. But well, I read some blogs where bloggers were babbling about things none of their followers seem to be interested in as well.
And I like that!

Good Night.

Enjoying

Ike Go Busters, tobe Go Busters!
Kyo mo, ashita mo, asatte mo~♥

Finally being able to watch the  latest episode made me happy. I always have to wait for a new episode more than one week, which is hard because I'm already in love with the series too much, haha!


Yesterday I had a fun day with my friend Katha in Heidelberg, I really enjoyed it! My friend Tobi who's studying there and was able to take me with him in his car, joined us later and we even walked the way up to the castle! 
I was so tired in the evening! I have to do sports, seriously... *coughs*


Anyway, I'd kind of like to play tenipuri rpg... maybe I should look for a person to play with me. Since I have too much freetime anyway... >_<;

Happy Birthday... Ryousuke!!

Today is my husband's birthday (japanese time)!!
He's finally becoming 19... I'm touched T_T<3

Yamada-kun, I will love you forever.
I can't describe with words how happy you make me.
I wish you the best birthday in the world.

 

 

You have become so hot and you get hotter every day >_<

I'm in love with your smile. You're a beautiful person on the inside and outside.

Have a good last year before becoming an adult baby!!!

お誕生日おめでとうございます！ず～っと大大大好き！

Bibi :D
(Ok. I AM weird. Haters gonna hate :DD)

Stage plays

Yesterday I went to see my friend acting in a stage play together with my Mum and my friend's boyfriend.
It was hilarious! Glad I came to watch it.
My friend is so sweet and she's a nice actor!

It reminded me of watching a stage play in Tokyo a few month ago. 'Fushigi na machi no oujisama' with Watanbe Daisuke and Hamao Kyosuke! If you either now Takumi-kun (they're Gii and Takumi) or Tenimyu (as Tezuka-kun and Eiji-kun) you should know them.

I really loved that play and it's story and characters and now I really wanna watch it again!
There's a dvd, right? Ame-chan, just buy it dude :D

 Oh, and can anyone stop me from being hyper-addicted to Momokai? :/

Ame nochi hare nochi kumori nochi ame

YO!

I have been thinking about money a lot. Even if I have enough money to move now, I have two big 'things' to pay for as soon as possible.
And that's why I actually shouldn't move to anywhere now.
But because I never had any money which was enough to move anytime in my life, but was able to do it somehow, I'm thinking of moving soon anyway :'D

Today is Hanami and I sort of wanted to go there. But I didn't and I won't go tomorrow, too.
I will go to a convention next time. Maybe. I want to cosplay so much! T^T

Well, excuse my babbling and have a nice weekend, whether you spend it at Hanami or not.

And congrats to Ang for fashion design shouri yo!

Cheers

I'm going to have a party with friends tonight. Not just any friends, my best friends for ages (and yeah, there are three more friends I consider to be that close, but they are far away.)
I'm looking forward to it, although I feel kind of dizzy and tired and I wanna watch a horror movie, but they won't let me tonight.
Anyways, I feel sorry fo eating so much garlic today, haha!

Yeah, me enjoying my life while others are trying so hard every day.
I never thought I'll met a person who tries as hard as he does.
心から尊敬する!
He's awesome.

Momokai 2

I'm so in love with that girls Momokai fanfics! I can't stop reading, I've finished almost all of her works... and I want her to write more soon! Within a few days, Momokai has become my most favorite Seigaku-pairing I guess! (omg, why do I get the feeling that absolutely nobody knows what I'm talking about, sry XD)
Anyways, it even makes me wanna write some tenipuri fanfic *_* Should I?

I'm such a strange kind of girl. I'm such an otaku, it hurts!

I'd rather spend my non-existent money on buying tons of fangirl-goods than on clothes, beauty-products, anything! I'd rather spend my precious time on watching drama, anime, music videos or doing whatever-is-related-to-my-too-many-fandoms than on leaving this house and do anything else! (I'm stupid for being that honest.)

*goes and burries herself in a non existent garden*

Momokai

I just read one of the most awesome fanfictions I've ever read...
It is a Momoshiro x Kaidou (Tenipuri) fanfiction and it's so well-written!! I'm stunned.

I should be sleeping by now though. Will have to get up so early this morning T_T; +dies+

Boys?

There are so many things I want to buy at the moment. Want, but can't, it's always the same.

I really want to buy the limited edition dvd of 'Miss Boys' >___<;

 I've been wanting to watch this movie for such a long time!! And now I'm on the edge of just buying that limited edition, the name is 'Miss Boys! Nakayoshido 200%'. Even the name makes me want to buy it, hahaha!

 



















Talking about dvds that I want to buy, I want to buy 'Local Boys!' as well. (Why are the names so similar?) I'm not that interested in the movie itself, but it has 3 of the loveliest actors ever in it!

Now what should I do.

Go Busters

Recently I've been watching Tokumei Sentai Go Busters. Have you ever heard of it? To make it short, the Go Busters are three Power Rangers, fighting against evil.

The robots behind the busters are their friends, helpers, weapons. The left one looking like a gorilla has such a cute character ♥








The only reason for me to start watching this series, was Baba Ryouma, who is one of the lead roles (the blue Buster).
At first I thought it's the most stupid drama I've ever seen, but I really began to like it now! I'm almost finished with it though D:
I recommend it only for people who like Power Rangers (it was one of my favorite series when I was a child btw XD;)or Baba Ryoma or the other actors (the red Buster is quite handsome, too, and I really like the bad guy who's talking in french and other languages (?) all the time. And I like the girl buster!).

That's it.

Good morning

What a beatiful day. The rain this morning was loud and refreshing, and I'm kind of sad that it already stopped.

I would like to play Resident Evil so much now! But I just had my breakfast and I know that there are tons of things to do now. What should I do? I can't decide about my future.

Oh, and I really think that Beat Line is one of JUMPs best songs.

Albums

Hello there.

Recently I've been listening to many old VK albums. And I have to say that I'm still in love with them!
Especially the ones from Penicillin! This band changed my whole life! If this band wouldn't exist, I wouldn't be the person I am now.

It's fantastic.

Hello!

I've got the urge to say or write some things sometimes. Therefore I decided to create this blog :)It will be in English because I have to improve my English skills >O<

It will be about fangirling mostly I guess. If you don't like that, please leave. And if you like it please join me > 3<

Douzo,yoroshiku.
Bibi.
(Or Vivi. Or whatever.)