frustrating

There's one thing I wanna do so much but can"t because I have no money.

It's something besides wanting a MCM bag, my doll back, the latest JUMP DVD, clothes and shoes and make-up and fandom goods and cosplay costumes.

Something that"s so important to me, but no matter what, I can"t afford it and I don"t know how long I have to wait until I can.

So sad!